yes i smoke
Yes, I smoke to sleep My bones keep me awake, they say you are overworked, nobody does as much as u do I know they don't. See them? they need my help at least one needs to do the work they don't Yes I smoke to laugh My brain is much frustrated, it wants to stop for a moment, it says- you don't need to think for everyone I know I don't, See them? They don't think about anyone but themselves at least one needs to keep hold it together Yes I smoke to hurt My mind is in so much pain, it can no longer keep together, it says- you need rest too, they aren't doing so much, maybe it is not necessary. Please stop I beg you I know I don't. See them? They don't that is why I need to, they can't that is why I need to, I need to do it or this will stink, or this will rot. Yes I smoke to keep sane These hands of mine keep finding things to kill me; knives, forks, scissors, wires, pills, oh it wants to kill me. They say just die before they kill you I know